first to say was last saturday. gb called me in the afternoon asking me if i want to meet him for dinner. sure up to nothing good. so i just rejected him. drop a sms to randy if he wants to come out also because just by imagining me and gb two person eating dinner gives me goosebumps.
then randy says he can come out that gb says dunwan come out for dinner already. then i was like oh fine no then no. then suddenly he called me: saying that he didnt expect his friends leave so early so he wan find us for dinner again. what a typical gb, only finds people when he needs them. reminds me when we are year one he ask me to stay in sch till 5pm. i was like thinking what is he up to, then i asked him isit because he have wushu thats why ask me stay. then he is laughing eh haha eh ha eh haha eh, yeah you are right. i was like wtf? anyway ate dinner at pasta mania of bugis. meatball spagetti was a great dish, much comparable to the one i ate at ikea, the swedish beef and pork meat balls. just when we finished the dinner we asked gb whats after the dinner? he say he got no idea cause all he want is eat dinner only and go home ( like i say he wan us to fill up his time only ). then never mind we decided to go kinokuniya to look for magazines and such. and went to tcc for a coffee. orea mocha frappe is fantastic especially with that vanilla ice cream on it. sat down chat till eleven plus and went home after that.
ulala.
going to meet up with amanda and szerong soon.
although dont know exactly which day but still extremely excited.
just hope can have more pictures taken with my hairs still with me.
met up with limin at orchard yesterday, went far east to shop for something for someone special.
i really think it was like a eating trip.
first we went to an Indonesian Restraunt at the top floor of Far East.
at first honestly didnt have a really good impression of it by its look. but still got convinced by her to give it a try.
i orderd a Fried Chicken Set ($6)with a Happy Soda($2.50).
so i guess when you read till here, you will ask what is this Happy Soda.
its just a Soda with Happy Factor. erm. actually is Rose Syrup with Soda. yeah happy uh.
the set comes with a chicken feet, a Indonesian tomyam soup and plain rice.
first i taste the chicken and its like omg so delicious, crispy skin with a wonderfully matching sweet sause. then i try the same chicken this time with the chilli dip. omg x 2. enhancing the taste even more. the tomyam soup reminds me the one my grandma always cook. i would say this 8.50 i spent is totally worth it.
then i went with her to downstair after the dinner, drop by sweettalk for bubble tea.
at first i gave her 1.60 cause i have no 10 cent with me. then she never return my change so i asked her why. she say its now officially 1.60 per cup.
i raise up my head and saw. wow really sia. 1.60 per cup.
but since they say their milk comes from holland. so maybe the 10 cent was added because its from holland.
walked all the way to heeren. trying to explore the top floor where they reccently renovated.
nothing exciting though, just fish and co, nydc and some other restraunt.
then we went to kobayashi of cineleisure. when we are chatting erotic topic. suddenly the china shop keeper keep calling " 先生先生先生"
everyone in the shop look at her but none response, so she seek help from me.
she was like say theres a customer only knows how to say english she ask me to translate.
then i kindly translates, the customer even thought i am the owner of this shop. woo-wa.
i got boss face.
anyway, ate the omelette noodle which makes me kinda full.
although wanted to go to ps mos burger to drink milk tea but come to think of it the stomach full of water, so we decided not to.
and then another crazy photo taking session inside the mrt concourse.
i like limin hp cause its lighting effect it good.
tomorrow ah rong is moving to my house.
so not used to having an extra person in my house.
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
the tenth day
actually i find it pretty crappy. spending seven weeks on an island with lots of guys with shiny marble surface head. marching in some unknown places, getting ur head scalp roasted under the sun. life is a mystery without computer, communication and entertainment. i wonder why people like to sign on, unless they always longed for the caveman life.
bukit batok driving centre is another crappy place. it was unknown to people that maybe since October 1 they introduce the no refund system (explanation for no refund: means u pay them, u wan cancel, they ignore you) for those who cancel test date. and for that i am going to lose like 150 plus dollars for it, not to say the 42 dollar membership update money and that PDL update for another 15 dollar. all just because they think: you bunch of craps keep cancelling and booking, making life a hell for us the staff, now we shall not give you the refund, MUAHAHAHAHA. (devils laughter) arent it crappy, but thats how the world works. months ago i was still sitting in the chair of Maybank, recieving my army letter. "Oct 24? come on, thats like 6 months from now, what am i going to do in the meantime?" and now here i am, 10 days from it. i am under C1 L3 which means i am going to fire guns like a terrorist, but yet able to skip 2 out 5 stations during workout.
actually i had to be honest to myself, i think i am just a person who is highly sensitive, highly imaginative and highly self thought postive. ever since dont know when, i am not like what i am during sec 4 or maybe poly year one. i wonder why i now seldom joke, seldom laugh, seldom organize activity and seldom enjoys. yet i am always unhappy, always disappointed, always neglected, always angry and always lonely.
sometimes people ask me to think less, get less grumpy. but i dont know, i cant find an answer, no one can give me an answer too. to those who is reading now, what makes you a happy person?
isit getting into club, dancing ur energy away, swallow by the crowd, sunken in the music and getting your head off with the shots where you end up nowhere when u leave the place?
isit having a gathering, speaking your reccent activities, eating delicious platters when everyone in the back grumbles the lost fun, the wallet drilling dinner and yet they wont bother to make an effort of change?
isit an outing where you went lots of places yet you didnt enjoyed in the end of the day, quarreling and pushing around the place deciding role?
isit always searching for someone you want to love but reality you just gets picky with what is available and never happy to share someone what you achieved.
i dont know isit the enviroment we are in that cause us to have such thinkings but i am sure i wan to get the hell out of here. in two years time i think i will be heading to europe or maybe australia to further studies. whether i am coming back is another thing cause i know even when i came back, things are just the same. where i know my friends or even people around me is still the same. i am just unhappy, i want to go for my happiness elsewhere, i am not sure how but i will find out how.
